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Lim Wei Jian
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Tuesday, December 09, 2008
Finally, have reached a checkpoint for my school's project. It is yet to be fully completed, but at least it is way long before the next presentation. Last week is the most tiring week ever. With projects, team trainings and some mod stuffs, i had 4 hours of sleep daily. Naturally, due to lack of sleep, i got frustrated easily. No doubt, Saturday's tournament was a pity. It was rather last minute when i got informed that my team was invited to it. My aim was 3rd, cause i love jackets, moreover its a WCG jacket. If we were able to get 1st, a keyboard, it would be considered a bonus. The worst scenario would be getting 2nd, another mouse is of no use to me.

I think i cannot keep up with the team trainings and school work anymore. The heavy workload is pawning me. While other teams get to train whole day during the holidays, i am stuck in school. Starting training late and ending training early. This month is filled with competitions. Saturday's rapture gaming league was considered the smallest among the rest. AutumnGlory is coming up this Sunday. Capl is on the week after. Skoth is here too. How much time can i actually spare? Soloz, left DotaSG due to his commitments too. I rejected the offer of a promotion in DotaSG as it isn't fair if i accept it and don't do my job. And it isn't fair for my team if i do my job and neglect training. Missed this opportunity to climb up this time, but i believe i will have another one in future.

This is life. Always have to think about the things u will gain and the things u will lose when u make a decision. I believe friends would definitely > a job rank. Same goes for things like fame or money, if it is yours, your time will come. If it's not yours, you will lose it as good as you get it. I still don't know why Soloz decided to leave. He could have stayed on as a normal moderator but he did not. What was the factor that led to this decision of his?

There is hardly any win-win situation. A decision like this always have to be made. Sarcrifices have to be made. The point is, is it worthed it? Hope i wont regret mine, and Soloz wont regret his. Just felt like ranting here, don't mind me.

Signed off by DreamChazer on 3:07 AM