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Saturday, March 24, 2007
Typical wildflower. She sounded as if i m in the wrong... What exactly did i do wrong? She was the 1 who shattered my dream yet i still helped her twice. Now she wans my help again, budden today i really cannot help right? She kept insisting i haf to help... Then i keep reply i cant she say i guailan =.=. She kept emphasising on the point LAST and FINAL time that she will request my help. From the start till the end, i did not do anything wrong, did i? I tried my very best to satisfy her yet now i m the 1 at fault? I dun owe her anything leh, y should i sarcrificing my entertainment tml jus to help her... I dun wan to keep tis so called frenship now wif money. Its like paying maintainence bills liddat, every week or 2 mus pay... WTH. Today i held tight to my position n rejected her request. Totally unreasonable, for now i m sure of something, on sunday, 25-2-07, i mus be blind... Totally different from the person i knew that day. Its pretty clear the current situation now. She can spend her money to go out enjoy i cant?? Doesnt sound logical at all isnt it? Completely lost my trust, i dunno which words are real which words are false... Seriously, i hope i can find some1 wif a better character... All of a sudden, i dun feel guilty for not being able to help this time. She jus wans $$ dont she? Dun try to make use of me, i got much more than a 20 cents pea sized brain. Sometimes its just that i pretend not to know the truth, not as if i dunno. This shall be the end of this ruptured dream. Hold position for less blood loss. I have totally lost control of my emotions, sorry for the harsh tone used.
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