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Sunday, March 04, 2007
Just made a critical decision. Y rely on fate? I always believe that the fate is in my hands. Several reasons y i made the decision. Firstly, i feel that i m the only 1 putting in the effort to salvage. Meb i m wrong in this judgement. Anyways i dun haf anyway to prove, its quite obvious already... Dunno y u are still doubting it. Basically, this time i really did put in everything i haf got... somehow, i feel that u are special. I was tinking even if i managed to prove, from the communication i seriously think i m gonna be on a rupture. Eventually i will bleed as i proceed, i can imagine the pain, the agony. So my final decision was to purge my love for u. I dun deny that i had this feeling that u are giving me false hopes... I take back my words for making this the longest relationship i will ever haf becuz its no longer possible. Perhaps i m too naive to think its possible... Despite the negative comments, i still do my best for ya. I decided to purge the pain now rather than in future. 1 person's effort is not enuff. The sharing of the pain is very crucial to long-lasting. I aint being myself these few days, sometimes i dun even know wat the hell i m doing. Took me days of thinking b4 coming to this step though. This is a heart-whelming decision, i dun wish to do this but i feel that u will be happier if i let u go now. Let me know if i m wrong bout ur thoughts. My blog is the only place i can speak out my mind, somehow when i was trying to tell u this, my hand keep pressing the backspace automatically...
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DreamChazer
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