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Wednesday, March 21, 2007
Hmmz... dunno leh... feeling very lost... all of a sudden she said she lost her fren phone den nid to raise money to pay back... She asked me if i could contribute 50 by nxt saturday, how to say no sia... she got so many frens yet she nids me to contribute so much? Getting more n more like television drama sia... As a fren lend her money no problem of cuz budden i m once again puzzled when she still haf the money to go out. Wat is this? Got problem den come n find me? Wat do she take me for sia... I aint an idiot, i can feel that are alot of loopholes in this, its just that i cant bring myself to say no. Perhaps now i might, i forced myself to 4get the short time together. Its like i put in everything i've got but i ended up entangling myself wif this broken dream. Getting abit fed-up already... i dunno which of her words are true n which are false. Sua, i have had enuff... This feeling is toturous... Pray hard that my nxt relationship wont end up the same way. Sianz, meb i jus hate to be alone. If i say no, wif her character, shes bound to say that i selfish or w/e. She dun sound troubled like she states... For now, i dun tink i will help her tis time, i guess its my intuition that is guiding me to this decision. Meb i might be wrong wif this inference but no1 can blame me for coming to this conclusion. Start afresh, wat i need is company, i dun ask much... perhaps jus some1 could share my burden, my joy, my troubles, my frustration, my grief... Sighz, this issue is getting outta hand. Bitter place n a broken dream, we will leave it all behind.
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DreamChazer
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11:01 PM
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