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Saturday, March 31, 2007
Haiz, just now walk home den i realise something, actually i still miss tat wildflower abit la, nigel says he wanna pierce his ears =.=lll. Den i rmbed when me n wildflower accompanied her fren to haf her ear pierced. Nigel asked me if it was pain, so i replied i dun tink so cuz that gal din scream but J screamed to scare her. Lol, it was really funny la budden its history oledi. Although she done alot of wrong things but the memories were priceless. Aiya budden that was b4 her true colors were revealed, thats not the real her, so i shouldnt brood over the past. I should look forward n c clearly who is the person who treat me well n who is the 1 tat is making use of me. The story between me n J is officially history, for now, i dun wanna tok bout her anymore. Irene is the direct opposite of her. Shes too good until i feel inferior to her. She even insisted to pay for her movie ticket when i said nm. U can absolutely find no vulgarities from her mouth. The starting intention to know her was jus for the sake of having a gf but now its totally different. Still rmb last saturday night when her father beat her up becuz of me. I was so worried n guilty lor. Nxt day keep asking her if shes feeling ok she jus keep saying nm. Her father dun allow her to haf bf de from wat i was told, tats y she was punished. Its my honour to know her, no matter wat happens, i wont regret to know her. Shes sad today cuz her kitten died... Cheer up bahs... She sound so sad but i cannot do anything. Haiz i feel so useless. Kinda nervous when i m wid her, only will be nervous when true feelings involved right? This is the 3rd time when the feeling is up. Nervous will lead to fidgets n stammers, kinda embarassing but i cannot control right? Wat more can we ask for? Shes near perfect but she dun realise how good she is. Shes nt exactly that pretty but she has the caring heart that is uncomparable. This entry is written by the btm of my heart, tats how i feel now. For now, i jus wanna slp n enter my most desirable dreamland, n to be free from my troubles. The dream i yearn to chase, was nv meant to be realised.

Signed off by DreamChazer on 11:50 PM